Say Hi to Ms. Sesame.

Sometimes I would wonder will my life be better if I don't have pimples. Well I guess you wouldn't know the feelings because you just simply have a plain fair skin. You know sometimes it just gets so serious it blooms out like flowers in the month of May and I would even scare myself when I look to the mirror. Okay, that might sound exaggerated but then my point is that pimples cause low self-esteem. I especially hate mirrors with super bright white lights surrounding because they just make pimples look more obvious. And when people talk to me, I can see they are actually "investigating" my pimples, perhaps wondering which of them is the biggest in size.

It's not that I want to blame. If I had wanted, I would have done it trillions times in the past. People says every dark cloud has a silver lining. For my case, it's every silver lining has a dark cloud. Other than pimples, I consider my life perfect. Really, it's more than enough.

I especially am very thankful to my family. For mom, she brings me to a skin specialist and hopefully it gets better. For pa, he comforts me often that it isn't that obvious and it's getting better day by day. For Hui, I complain to her almost every night on the new members arriving on my face and she just laughs. I don't feel insulted by her laughs instead I feel listened.

Well I'm 17 but I still have hyperactive hormones vibrating through every of my blood vessels and internal organs that's why I'm so greatly pimpled. It's called oestrogen is it not? Any Biolody pro, do correct me if it's wrong. I thought hormones become stable after we completed our puberty stage? I am very sure I've completed it because I no longer grow in height. But then the question is, why I still have everlasting pimples?

Let's just let fate decide then.